And this is the turning point

And this is the turning point,

when you left me alone on

the single turning road

my eyes seems true, but

you left me unturned and rue.

I cried out loud and asked

you to come back again

and all I was left was with the journey we began.

The journey we started was full of phil

continued with the sharing of thoughts and grills.

The things we shared and the happiness we had

was the sweetest thing that lay ahead.

In the corner of my heart, there kept a fern

rising up and down, when I saw you stern.

I was invigorated, when I was with you

and I lived under the sky, blue.

I smiled all day & night and night & day

because, I knew you’ll never betray.

The day came, when you left me for her

and I forgave you, as a thought of human err.

I WISH IT WAS TRUE....

Sometimes i feel like talking to you,
but i have to control my emotions.

Sometimes i feel like to tell u the truth,
but i'm being stopped by my mind.

Sometimes i feel that you are
always there to take care of me,
but suddenly i'm awake from my sleep.

Sometimes i feel like u'll be always there with me,
but how can i forget that u love someone else.

Life is just made up of such small things..
Do not wait for the things to come to you,
rather just go and tell that person
how much u love him...

Just a dream...

The old memories stops my way
and ask me:

till when will you roam in these
hard shinning rays??

Come, sit in the shadows of past
life.
Let's talk about the moment, when
that flower grown up
The moment, when the voice of that person
seemed to be music
The moment, when the pearls lived
in the eyes of someone.

Those old memories stops my way
and say to me:

till when will you remain in this
die- hard shinning rays??

But the truth is-
it was all my fault

I dreamt of touching the sun
asked the sky to be below my feet
wanted the flowers to grow out of the
stones
tryed to found out the good smell
from the cactus,
the fire to give the cold,
searched the heat in ice
wanted all my dreams to be fulfilled
but I was punished.

But the truth is-
it was all my fault..

what you mean to me...

I am a rose, you are my thorn
clutching me, protecting me.

I am the sun, you are my rays
helping me to shine and to be all
that I can.

I am a lake, you are my water
filling me with dreams, ideas and
hopes for the future.

I am me and you are with me
to share all that I am, to share life,
love and happiness...

I'll...

I have made a vow, to no one
but you

I pledge my love to forever
be true

I'll take care of you and
treat you right

I'll lay beside you all
through the night

I'll feed you and clothe you
and keep you warm

I'll hug you and kiss you
and give shelter in the
storm

I'll help you and guide you
and clear a path

I'll protect you and shield
you from an angry man's
wrath

I'll listen to your problems
help you solve them too

I'll make you a rainbow
and let the sun shine
through

I'll take your side even if
you are wrong
Just to prove our love is
strong

I'll plant you flowers and
make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love
that only we'll know

I'll whisper your name
when no one is near
So low that only you can
hear

You'll feel my love even if
we're apart

You'll know that we are
one in heart...

(PS- by my frnd)..

"YOU..."

You are the one, who has
changed my life.
Gave me many reasons to live
Bought me a happy-go-lucky life.

I will remember you all of my life,
the thing which you will not do
all of your life.

I love it when you say
you hate me,
because i know you could never.

I still think of you
sometimes strength and sometimes pain,
but give me the reasons to live more
of my life...

wow... "WAT A GREAT XPIRIENCE"...

DATE- 5TH APRIL

TIME- 10:45 PM

PLACE- JAIPUR (in my pg.)

WITH- ME..

I was sitting on the chair
and was writting something.
Legs up on the table,
was movig back and forward.

After finishing, i picked up my cell
in my world and chair moving
forward and backward.

The chair got imbalanced and
i was going back
but the phone in my hand
gave the sudden crack.

I picked up the phone, without
thinking anything
and in no time, I was back
on the floor
and the cell on my ear
saying- "hello" "hello".!!

Saved my head but got crack
on my shoulder.
I got up and kept the cell back
and within no time I started laughing
as the crowd around me was doing the same.

Had the great expirience,
as gone through it first time.
Laughing again & again and
remembering it one more time...

"...."

Halka halka sa guma hai
Jaane kya mujhe hua hai
Har nazar dar badar ajnabi

Humko bhi yehi gila hai
Jo bhi aaj kal mila hai
Har kadam dum badam ajnabi

Iss taraf jo hai udaasi
Iss taraf bhi hai zara si
Dil ki raahon ke do ajnabi
Anjaana kehne ko hi tha
Mera tha woh jo bhi tha anjaani
Hai magar nayi ke tu
Hai yahin kahin

Jab se jaana ke ab na jaana hai phir kabhi bhi tujhe
Chaahaton se kinara kar liya
Jab se socha ke ab na sochenge phir kabhi bhi tumhe
Dil ne koi bahana kar diya
Ho mere tumhare darmiyan mein
Jo baatein hui nahi hain
Kabhi dua mein, kabhi zubaan mein
Kyun tumne kahin nahin hain
Kehne ko toh kya nahin hai
Dar pe har khushi khadi hai
Phir bhi kyun lag rahi hai kami
Anjaana kehne ko hi tha
Mera tha woh jo bhi tha anjaani
Hai magar nayi ke tu
Hai yahin kahin

Ae mere khuda, door kahin ja ho rahi hai subah
Mil gayi mujhe, mil gayi tujhe wahan jeenay ki phir wajah
Tu jo keh de toh manzilein
Mil jaayein yun aaj phir hume tere mere yeh raaste
Lag jaaye yun aaj phir gale
Mil bhi tu tere phiraane
Daudti hoon uss kinare
Hain jahan pe mera ab jahan
Anjaana kehne ko hi tha
Mera tha woh jo bhi tha anjaani
Hai magar nayi ke tu
Hai yahin kahin
Anjaana kehne ko hi tha
Mera tha woh jo bhi tha anjaani
Hai magar nayi ke tu
Hai yahin kahin

''A new girl in the city''

 Once upon a time, there was the girl.. Now you might be thinking, why did i started it from " once upon a time"?? But its not a fairy- tale, instead I just got an idea to do so.

Once upon a time, there was the girl named (you will get to know at the end). She lived in her own world. No tensions, no worries.. as you see in fairy- tales. But no its not a fairy- tale. Grown up in small city and studied in renowned schools, soft in nature and hard to handle. From the very beginning, she was her mumma's girl but after nineteen years, she's all independent one. Expirienced hostel life and now the time to enter into the new phase i.e. the so called "college life".

Afraid of what's going to happen, tension of leaving old friends and meeting of new unknown strangers, she packed her bags and she entered the city. The city to which she was new and never thought about it "JAIPUR". A city with large crowd, with its own opinions, with its own world, living as it want to and that girl, a stranger to the city.

The city seemed to her very attractive and in less time, she was much attached to this place.The city seemed so large with large crowd, colourful and very, very attractive, which she never thought of. She was so happy that she can't even express her joy. Moving out to each and every place was her passion and as we know jaipur is a "heritage city", and she did loved it. She saw each and every thing, the palaces, the lake, the museums, the "so- beautiful" sun- rise and sun sets, the people in big cars(which always  had been her dream to get one for her), saturdays and sundays holidays, people watching movies in theatres, the cool sparkling moon, those big- headed nountains, different categories of people, those continuous running roads and some of those rest places where people spend their time on sunday's. Everything was so new for her and she lived it all. Only the thing she missed were the beaches, which she used to see in her dreams. But unexpectedly, she didn't met them in jaipur.

The world seemed her so real, so true, that she can't even resist it. The new friends she got, made her feel heavenly (as she never had such good friends). A group of "seven", she used to be in. They laugh, they cry, they shop, they study, a good bonding between them made them so real. The time she was with them was the best and the other time she had was the worst. In this new city, she had only those of her friends.

This city gave her the joy, gave her the pride of being herself. It was just a dream she thought of, wish it could had been fulfilled.

Now, you all might be waiting to know the name of that girl. She can be around you anywhere or she might be standing near you right now or outside that gate or you can see her counting those stairs or counting the switches, which she used to do just to pass her time..!!

That's all I want to say...

A cute story..

Riding in the ocean, all alone,
all frown, all sorrows,
drown behind,
Nothing to hold on, fear seems small,
voyage seems cruel,
the glimpse of your smile,
makes me feel real,
i think of the beauty, i think of the
rain,
n then i get love,
with the bucket full of pain.
I'd rather wanna die,
then being left alone,
as you took all what i had,
of me in my own..

Movie, enjoyment with friends..

Fun, fun, around
make a group and roam all round.
Never lie to anyone,
but 'jhootha hi sahi' is we all like.
Mc.Donalds is we ailways want,
eating there is a rare chance.
Window shopping, we always do
making comments also include.
More fun in fun city,
becoming children once again.
Deal or no deal, just to select
rest the life depends on you..

16th of feb.!

16ty of feb.
oh! what the great day it was.
Pink square was the place
to celebrate,
but construction continued
in chinkara.

The place left was the
pizza hut,
yea moving towards the
place we love.

The place we reached was
the same as one,
which we thought not to go
in again.

Loved the food of pizza hut
and same continued with the
clicking of pictures.
Archies, we went in to take the gift,
and candles we bought out of it.

Next, was the costa, how
could we leave,
three cold coffees with the
heavy bill.

Loved the pagalpanti we
did sitting there,
was much enough to attract
paople going from there.

Filling of three vouchers was
ekdum mast,
as we wrote only the things
which they didn't asked.

Full on masti, full on fun,
was enough for the day to
move on again...

FOR U MY DEAR FRNZ..

You all are the part of my life
and i never thought, i will
ever meet all you guys,
ever in my life.

You taught me to laugh
and make me smile.
And dat was enough
to spend rest of my life.

The six of my friends
Arpita, Bharti, Cheshta, Gunjan, Ananya and Radhika
want to see all of them
together,
as the evoke of joy.

The intelligent girl of our group,
born to live as angel's queen.
No pride, no attitude and no worries
simply, laughing in a silent mode,
whenever she feels.

The other one is skeleton,
 we have
seems to be in dream full day.
Sticking to her cell, makes her pride
and waiting for someone's call,
most of the time.

Next, is the one the coolest girl.
Fun- loving and dancing all day
completed her wish to go
pink- pearl a day,
but can't live without shopping every day.

The punjabi- tadka, the tallest girl
likes to walk ramp and to sing the songs.
Full entertainment, ekdum
dus ka dum.

The free bird of our group,
number one in eating food.
calling me as her cute buddy,
always there to help you
in any way you like.

Last, but not the least
comes the silent girl
shy in nature and speaks less.
Sometimes in different worries
but altogether,
she is a worthful girl.

Will always miss the masti,
I had with you all.
And execting you the same,
to be in touch for all...

LOVE OF LIFE....

You are my love of life.
You are my cuddly- duddly pie.

I see a dream in you,
you are the angel of my life..

Your voice is as sweet as
the smell of the wet sand.
Your eyes like pearl in an oyster.
Your smile, an everlasting smile.
Your touch like, sudden blow of air.

The truth of life is:-

I have become insomniac,
as I have lost in your dreams....

THE NIGHT, WHEN THE LIGHT GONE..

The night has arrived,
bringing the unusual thoughts in my mind.
Saying gud nite to all friends
I went to sleep as trend.

The night was ususual,
with dreamy sleep.
Suddenly my eyes opened- up,
filled with heavy sleep.

The light was gone,
and the duct was stopped
and no more rounds of fan.
Perspiring more and more,
and moving of my hands.

Seemed like all dark and dark
and dark
As all unusual dreams,
gave me a sudden bark.

The skeleton hanging behind
the curtains,
and the face hanging down
from the fan.
Someone knocking at the door,
and a weird face beside my bed.

All horror in my mind,
made me to awake all night.
Eagerly waiting for the light,
and to sleep all tight.

Very happy,
as the night passed
slept next day,
without rising hard..

LIFE's moving on..

I'm moving forward
leaving behind your memories
leaving all the promises you made,
leaving all the difficulties you made,
leaving all the gifts you gifted,
leaving the pressure of life,
u gave me.

The time we shared together,
the hatred which left me alone.
The forgiveness which sometimes,
made me to forgive you
the words which sometimes,
I said to you.

I'm moving forward,
leaving behind all your memories..

:)

When i saw u,
i was reminded of one thing,
life is all about glory and you are my love
you are my life..

And now
i have lost all my dreams
am free of all boundations
just a little girl,
living a life with you..

My heart made a wish today
but it stopped as you are stuck in it.
my mouth spoke many words
but it stopped speaking as you are there with me.

Life is only, i have dream of
and now its lost within me..

I WISH I COULD..

I wish, i could fly high
in the sky.
I wish, i could find out the girl
who don't feel shy.

I wish, i could touch the
rays of the sun.
I wish, i could stop the people
rising high their gun.

I wish, i could touch the
shimmering star.
I wish, i could change the people
living in lower caste.

I wish, i could had a
glass house.
I wish, i could make a heart,
 which don't brake out.

I wish, i could own a
mercedez- benz or octavia.
I wish, i could make the,
ordinary people to buy this car.

I wish, i could  see the GOD.
I wish, i could have an alladin lamp,
to fulfill all the dreams of my mom.

P.S- one of my poem came in newspaper.

It's all about LIFE...

When the sun shines,
it brings all glories and beauties.
When the sun sets,
all become quiet, in my life.
When we were together,
everyone tried to separate us
and now when I'm alone,
people are more happy.
My life is all over,
and the truth is all
buried with me....