kismat!!

मुंबई,  सुना  तो  था  की  सपनो  का  शेहेर  होता  है  लेकिन  जब  कोई  सपना  टूटता  है  तो  बहुत  दुःख  होता  है।  सोचा  तो  बहुत  कुछ  था  मगर  कुछ  न  हो  सका। महनत  तो  की  पर  सफलता  नहीं  मिली। ये  दुःख  हमेशा  रहेगा  लेकिन   ज़िन्दगी  रुक  भी  तो  नहीं  सकती। सही  कहा  है  किसी  ने  यही  ज़िन्दगी  है। कब  तक  बचोगे  इससे  कभी  ना  कभी  तो   सामना  करना  पड़ेगा। शायद   इसी  सोच  को  लेकर   मैं  आगे  बढ़  पाऊं  और  अपनी  ज़िन्दगी  मैं  सफल  हो  पाऊं। मुंबई  नहीं  तो  कहीं  और  ही  सही  लेकिन  वो  मुंबई  जाने  की  ख़ुशी  कहीं  और  तो  नहीं  मिलेगी।

इस  बहाने  कुछ  सिखने  को  मिला। सपने  देखो  पर  एक  दायरे  मैं  रह  कर। पंख  तो  हर  कोई  चाहता  है, लेकिन  उड़ना  बहुत  कम ।

And this is the turning point

And this is the turning point,

when you left me alone on

the single turning road

my eyes seems true, but

you left me unturned and rue.

I cried out loud and asked

you to come back again

and all I was left was with the journey we began.

The journey we started was full of phil

continued with the sharing of thoughts and grills.

The things we shared and the happiness we had

was the sweetest thing that lay ahead.

In the corner of my heart, there kept a fern

rising up and down, when I saw you stern.

I was invigorated, when I was with you

and I lived under the sky, blue.

I smiled all day & night and night & day

because, I knew you’ll never betray.

The day came, when you left me for her

and I forgave you, as a thought of human err.

I WISH IT WAS TRUE....

Sometimes i feel like talking to you,
but i have to control my emotions.

Sometimes i feel like to tell u the truth,
but i'm being stopped by my mind.

Sometimes i feel that you are
always there to take care of me,
but suddenly i'm awake from my sleep.

Sometimes i feel like u'll be always there with me,
but how can i forget that u love someone else.

Life is just made up of such small things..
Do not wait for the things to come to you,
rather just go and tell that person
how much u love him...

Just a dream...

The old memories stops my way
and ask me:

till when will you roam in these
hard shinning rays??

Come, sit in the shadows of past
life.
Let's talk about the moment, when
that flower grown up
The moment, when the voice of that person
seemed to be music
The moment, when the pearls lived
in the eyes of someone.

Those old memories stops my way
and say to me:

till when will you remain in this
die- hard shinning rays??

But the truth is-
it was all my fault

I dreamt of touching the sun
asked the sky to be below my feet
wanted the flowers to grow out of the
stones
tryed to found out the good smell
from the cactus,
the fire to give the cold,
searched the heat in ice
wanted all my dreams to be fulfilled
but I was punished.

But the truth is-
it was all my fault..

what you mean to me...

I am a rose, you are my thorn
clutching me, protecting me.

I am the sun, you are my rays
helping me to shine and to be all
that I can.

I am a lake, you are my water
filling me with dreams, ideas and
hopes for the future.

I am me and you are with me
to share all that I am, to share life,
love and happiness...

I'll...

I have made a vow, to no one
but you

I pledge my love to forever
be true

I'll take care of you and
treat you right

I'll lay beside you all
through the night

I'll feed you and clothe you
and keep you warm

I'll hug you and kiss you
and give shelter in the
storm

I'll help you and guide you
and clear a path

I'll protect you and shield
you from an angry man's
wrath

I'll listen to your problems
help you solve them too

I'll make you a rainbow
and let the sun shine
through

I'll take your side even if
you are wrong
Just to prove our love is
strong

I'll plant you flowers and
make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love
that only we'll know

I'll whisper your name
when no one is near
So low that only you can
hear

You'll feel my love even if
we're apart

You'll know that we are
one in heart...

(PS- by my frnd)..

"YOU..."

You are the one, who has
changed my life.
Gave me many reasons to live
Bought me a happy-go-lucky life.

I will remember you all of my life,
the thing which you will not do
all of your life.

I love it when you say
you hate me,
because i know you could never.

I still think of you
sometimes strength and sometimes pain,
but give me the reasons to live more
of my life...